| haha so i'm back here again. its kinda late.. but i still have hw.. that i don't have any motivation to do. no one is on =( kinda feeling .. odd. uneasy. trying to find someone to talk to ..but no one is on. i guess i'm confused. this person isn't supposed to have an effect on my life. but yeah.. school is getting harder. tests are coming.. things that actually affect my grade. now the the hw i didn't understand and do is going to start affecting me =/
sigh. i need Jesus. i guess its good that i'm feeling uneasy... hopefully that will help me go to God. while talking to someone today, i found that i don't remember feelings verywell.. i don't remember exactly how good it is to be close to God, i just KNOW its good. i don't remember how it feels to be stressed jsut taht i don't like it ... so i don't really learn my lesson.
yeah. xanga is kind of nice. not many people are here anymore and its a place where we can journal =D haha i don't really have time to change my layout though i really want to =/
i guess off to do some hw... ?
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| wow.. its been a lot time since i have used this.. everyone is on facebook now.. haha but it's nice to go back and read previous journals =D
haha rereading journals of my own .. is quite interesting.. seeing how much i have changed..
this year so far.. has been a struggle.. it doesn't feel as bad as last year.. but my grades are yeah.. arg.
i need to remember to spend time with God. =/
help. power. grace. mercy.
what?
<3
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| hillsongs was awesome!
God's soooo Good
~BabigailS~
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| "Youth Group is at Feiman's house this week. spread the word =D facebook?
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| I DID IT. boy am i happy =D
Praise God
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